I thought I started a new day today
But still today's like any other day
still I cant remember, will I ever ?
this might never stop
so I draw the shades and fade away
why not blame everyone but me ?
I just keep telling myself
that there's a smile on my face
I built my ship out of anchors just to
keep it in place
I only stayed in the race
to see how far I could run
And I believe I won
I've got a stomach full of razor blades
a whiskey bottle and the ace of spades
Still I cant remember, will I ever ?
this might never stop
so I draw the shades and fade away
but everybody believes in me
I tried to hide it from everybody
always concealed my every breath
I bought a plot on the other side
trying to hide my mind from everyone else
But now I feel so awake inside
easy to fake a smile