I thought I started a new day today

But still today's like any other day

still I cant remember, will I ever ?

this might never stop

so I draw the shades and fade away

why not blame everyone but me ?

I just keep telling myself

that there's a smile on my face

I built my ship out of anchors just to 

keep it in place

I only stayed in the race

to see how far I could run

And I believe I won

I've got a stomach full of razor blades

a whiskey bottle and the ace of spades

Still I cant remember, will I ever ? 

this might never stop

so I draw the shades and fade away

but everybody believes in me

I tried to hide it from everybody

always concealed my every breath

I bought a plot on the other side 

trying to hide my mind from everyone else 

But now I feel so awake inside

easy to fake a smile